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Healthy looking boy!  We were so nervous at the ultrasound, the tech did a great job showing us all of the good things she was seeing.  I saw the little boy parts before she even got to it.  I also was watching all of the measurements.  Seeing that he was measuring ahead of my original due date.  Many things pointed to good.  Dr came in and said everything looked great, changed the due date to January 21st and said unless my Dr. thought I needed more scans he wouldn't need to see us again!  What an answer to prayer!  We cannot wait to meet him.  There are times when fears creep up but you cannot let them in.  So far he is kicking and moving around and has a good heart beat.  I love this little man more than words can describe.  I miss Nat but I wouldn't have him if we didn't go through our losses.  We are preparing for him.  We registered, washed baby things, discussed his room theme.  It feels good to have this hope and excitement.  Our 5th anniversary is today.  I am so blessed to be this little man's mommy and be married to his daddy.  He has been my rock and I could not have asked for a better husband.  We have been praying for this little guy to grow strong and for us to be good parents.  I know there is no guarantee in pregnancy and even after babies are born but if you focus on the what ifs you will go crazy.  I have hopes and dreams for our family and I am thinking positive and trusting God's plan for us.