I Will Carry You

Today is a tough day.  You will have those.  We got Natalie's ashes yesterday, maybe that is what has sparked it or telling a few friends yesterday of our loss.  Sometimes you just need a good cry.  "People say I'm brave but I'm not, truth is I'm barely hanging on."  This line is so true when you go through this.  I had a friend who went through a similar situation and she has put it perfectly.  She said "I wish I were in a club of one and no one else had to ever endure this".  I miss feeling her move in my belly and enjoying life just with me and my little girl.  I am sharing this because if you are going through a situation like this you should know it is ok to be sad and to cry and grieve for your lost loved one.  I cannot get through this song without tears but the words hit so close to home.  I Will Carry You By Selah